Honey Bee

Why I fell for him head first, when everyone else said it was so wrong...

Because he was a L-I-A-R... the greatest one that I have ever met...

Because he told me the best lies about myself that no one ever told me....

That there was no other like me...

That I was the best amongst everyone he knew....

The best driver and the most confident presenter..

That with my public speaking skills I belonged on the world stage some day...

That I was the hottest girl, his little queen and no one else's...

That my skin was baby soft, like butter, like silk...

That he lost his mind when I took his arms and wrapped him around me...

That my touch made his heart flutter more than his highest success...

That he knew every curve of my body, every look to a fault...

That our jokes were never spoken out, but always ended in a muffled laughter in a room full of people...

He stood towering over me, I was tiny.. 

He made me stand on his feet, and embraced me around the waist...

And we danced slowly for nothing...

He lifted me up to the heavens and showed me me off to the universe...

He told me I was unlimited, boundary-less, madness...

My messy hair was his nest, my cinderella feet stress balls in his big hands...

I have known love at other times too, but they don't lie to me.. about me..

He lied so much that I sometimes became those lies for him... 

And I believed those lies about myself too...

I only wish he was mine...

But he could not be..

He will always be my if-only... A LIAR... But made me a believer... My greatest liar of all...